Today is Friday. Yah! But I feel like I'm going to throw up. I misread the due dates for some of my assignments and now I can't turn them in. I hope I don't fail. And this is like an easy class. So if I do get a bad grade its doing to be soooo retarded. I've just been soooo stressed out with my other classes that I've been trying to put off the work for this class cuz I thought I could do it all at the last minute. Ugh! I hate when I procrastinate like that. This same thing always happens. Why can't I learn from my mistakes and stop doing the same thing?!? Ugh. sob. sob. sob. pity. pity. pity. Ok I'm done.

Stress. Stress. Stress.

Oh my Goodness Gracious Great Balls of Fire I am freakin stressed to the max. Why the heck do I insist on procrastinating?!? I tell myself every time that this will be the last time I ever wait until the last minute to do something and then some other thing comes up and I do the same thing. Isn't that the definition of insanity? Doing something over and over again when you know that it does not work?=[

yah for tests...

So I had a psychology test this morning. Which I did not really study for. However, I feel pretty confident about it. Have you ever had one of those classes that you don't try really hard at but continue to do very well in it? Pyschology is one of those classes for me. Oh goodness, I hoping I'm not jinxing myself but I do think I did pretty well on it. I guess we'll see in a few days when he grades those bad boys.

Sunday.

I'm excited. I didn't have to go to work today...yah! So I don't really know what lies in store for the rest of today. I'm thinking that today is going to be one of those lazy days. I'll go grab a late lunch with some friends, then I'll come back to the dorms and catch up on some homework. You know what sucks though? I cannot for the life of me find my book bag! It has my english book in it and my psych notes in it. I have a freakin pysch test tommorrow morning too! I know I can borrow my roomates notes but I'd really rather have my own set=[ Wish me luck!

inspired.

So I just got this sudden burst of energy and decided to clean my room. It's really wierd because I'm probably like the messiest most unorganized person in the entire world, yet this overwhelming desire came over me to clean my room. I hope it last. No let me change that...it IS going to last because I'm going to hold myself accountable. I started thinking, maybe the reason why I am so stressed out is because I just let things happen and I don't even try to change the outcome. But you know what? Today is a new day and from now on I am going to be control. After all, it is MY LIFE.

pity pity pity=[.

I am soooo stressed out...I can't even think properly right now. Ugh. I think I'm on the verge of a mental/nervous breakdown. Seriously. Theres sooo much that has to be done in such a short period of time...and I'm not just talking about homework and classes and what not but life in general. Its all about to get very hectic, very quickly for me and I'm not sure if I can handle it.

Bleh=[

Uhhh. I do not feel good at all. At least I didn't have to go to work today...that would've sucked extremely. Last nite I went to that haunted house and well I'm alive! It was scary as heck though. There was this part where there was a bridge and around the bridge was this circular psychadelic, outerspace-like tunnel thing that moved so when you walked accross the bridge it was like the bridge was moving upside down and what not. I don't know if that makes sense but whatever it was crazy and I kept falling over, which was kind of embarassing. That seems to be happening alot lately.